When did I saw her for the first time? Don't remember exactly...when I saw her for the first time within my memory's boundary, I had felt like I have seen her before. Somehow that face was in my heart. It seemed that she needs my attention,my care and I need her the same way,if not more. I promised everything in my heart. Not even the surrounding air knew about it. But I wanted to tell the whole world about my promise. Before that, it is my responsibility to know whether I am the person she needs and she is the one whom I need in a pure brain process. If heart is consulted, there is only one answer.
I got many opportunities to meet her by god's grace. Everything seemed so neatly organized. I just needed to play my part. Was so much happy whenever I meet her, whenever I could talk to her. I read her eyes every bit,full of hope, whenever I got a look at her face. I found myself chasing her whenever such meeting took place. She seemed to know my intentions, the thought of which gave me immense pleasure. I felt proud of my responsibility and care for her.
I used every opportunity to get in touch with her. Through emails and so on. She ignored some of them, but never broke her courtesy while dealing with me. I seemed accepting her whatever she is and after all it is her personal freedom to reject me,if she wishes so. I begin teaching my mind to hope for the best and prepare for the worst. It is during some of the Reality vs dream situations that we go behind such principles and philosophies, thinking there is no other way. But this time, I had a lot of belief in almighty. With full belief in god, I thought of her in my days and nights.
..........story does n't end here...its going on and on......
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